游走在神的殿堂中~~~請跟著我一起祈禱

亲爱的 我很高兴
因为你对我微笑了

    I supposed it to be the hateness that's standing opposite the love, with ironical laugh and nelecting. Not until that instant moment did I realize the mistake, that I was wrong. It is the endless missing that deserves, to the concequence of the punishment by love.

    So I decide to move on, to back to life. It is said that I'm always full of bravery, couragement when facing up. Sometimes it may take time but finally I do.

    I never stayed anywhere, as a dust in the wind, as a star in the northern sky, as a spotlight in the iced memories, to the days I still recall.

    But honey, would you wait for me...

    When I was encouraged to face up with something... When it finally came to an end that I was supposed to let it go... u know, there are so many things that we know... and so many things we don't know at all... I cherish them... and I cherish u as well... that's the secret u never know... 

    So giving up with an incredible smile... to look for the courage for the second time, and I'll never whisper that name any more... by the time... some time obscure in the future... I know... and u know.

    then back to life... back to me, to myself... why the voice I was so familiar with is always hovering around...

    same people at the same corner at the same time... lost... in searching... if u have already found the way back... this time...

    Je t'adore.

    Last dance please let me be with u... time is running out... so am I... afar off.

    I know everything's gone and nothing more I can do

    U r back to ur world and I'm back to mine... Everything's gonna be back to the times as if once it never happened... and I'm always trying to remember this, all of this... and what about u, guy... Have u ever missed the days when u were still caring around... well... u know... Yes is the only answer I want to know... and please never tell me the other opposite one...

    But... u know... There are so many things that do not go smoothly as we expect them to... and totally my dream was dead and it seemed to never regain the life again... Fine... u r right... I will miss u

    and so much

    I know... there's no one gonna know... who sees... who cares... that's the point...

    u were from afar... and now u r afar... too far for me to reach... I'm always trying to remember ur smile, ur guitar, and even ur perfume... what the hell is that...

    Finally, I'm here... and u r not... missing someone is extremely painful and probably u will never know... Fine~ here it is

    七天  空白 我知道其实自己怀念的感觉俨然已经渐渐消逝 却早已开始想念 那时你站在我的面前而我已开始思念你的味道 这些你都知道么

    我很努力的找到了那款香水 用自己的鼻子一个一个的识别 而那个轻轻的味道却如此刻骨铭心 促销小姐说 这个味道很淡雅 笑 我要努力记住这个淡淡的味道因为我害怕自己忘记 还有那个旋律 每天早晨你都会准时准点播放的那首歌 现在我只听这首歌 因为我怕忘记这个旋律和喜欢用吉他弹奏这个旋律的人 还有那份擦肩而过的余温和感动

    还有还有 你知道么 我改变了自己很多很多的习惯 就是为了记住不要忘记 可是你呢 当你想起我的时候是否还会记得有这么一个FLAY呢 亲爱的我不在乎你拼错了我的名字 我只在乎你是否记得有我这个人的存在 足矣

    我知道自己必须勇敢又坚强的向前奔走 可是即使只是一个梦境 却又为什么摸起来如此真实 又为什么如此努力的想要透过所有的记忆去努力记住你 又为什么这么害怕自己会忘记呢 究竟要怎么做才能记住一个人 究竟要怎么做才能记住那个味道 又究竟要怎么做才会不忘记所有的一切印记呢 终究还是承载了我太多太多的感动 留恋 与激情 我知道那只是临别的礼物 因为走过的路我们再也不会转向 可是偶尔还是会怀念 亲爱的我不知道再过很久很久的时间以后自己还会不会难过

    I'll miss you

    Me too

    Well, I don't care at all

    Coz u always neglect what I have said

    So I quit. And u will never see that again.

    That's a fantastic job I've done. This time is the last dance.

    我不难过我比从前快乐

    我一再的坚持和自傲就这样毁于一旦 if all my words r true 如果我的导弹飞往我自己都不知道的地方 你又如何拦截得了

    一个瞬间的微笑 生命的喜悦化开那个外表 the brightest star, u always seem not to have failed but u always do 凭什么要我毫无理由的by ur side

    I wish I wasn't. I wish I knew.

    guns'n roses: the sweet child of mine

    Is it me u r looking 4

    I haven't got a clue 寄出没有地址的信 谁又来陪我看星星呢

    呵呵我就这样看着这里荒芜一片长出杂草却不做任何的修理 漫无天边的生生不息 其实很多时候自己都不原意多过来瞟几眼 正所谓己所不欲勿施于人

    开始厌倦了太多的借口 究竟是为了自己还是为了什么 找寻到了过程却并非一定会得到结果 我不知道再过二十年物是人非的时候再追溯二十年以前的自己是否依旧会这么后悔的一天世界 或者剩下的也只有简单的几次挣扎抑或只是苦笑着吹嘘和抚慰 那又怎么样呢 每当承载着太多迷茫的时候其实早已知道答案却只是不愿意相信罢了 总是希望可以欺骗自己接着一副自信满满的样子说你看那个答案是假的因为真正的答案还未知着 最后就这样得到一点点微不足道的满足 说到底还是自己不对

    但是如果当遇到另一个自己的影子时呢 难道要很虚伪的微笑着点头说呵呵这有什么呢我都可以理解因为我自己也是这样的 妈说你是一个很典型的小孩子 我说那是因为我长大了再装可爱的 笑 是啊我是可以理解只是不想承认如果那样的话自己会有多么令人厌恶 我不想讨厌自己 而且我不会

    沉寂

    再热闹开去 已经不够习惯那样的感觉 Elain和Double Round都说过如果就会然后 可是我没有因为现在的自己已经变的很固执 固执到了偏执比如除非完美除非绝对除非无可挑剔其余的一概撇过头nono 问自己是不是这样

    自己说 恩

    这个世界上就是有这么多不可理喻的事 和不可理喻的人 我给自己一个期限 一个承诺 如果做不到就要放弃 笑 其实我应该对多人说对不起的

    终究还是太现实 放弃了一些 再继续往下走 有否得到又真的这么重要么 最后总还是会忘记自己最原始的企图 忘记曾经愿意放弃一切来追求的东西 梦想之所以叫做梦想 就是因为它不会被实现 所以一直以来都觉得 就本质上而言 梦想 = 幻想 我不是天使 也创造不了奇迹

    如果可以 我也依然会放弃 只是不再会挣扎 因为时间被设定 我们的游戏已结束

    God is dead.            -- Nietzsche

    Nietzsche is dead.   -- God

    想起一个很古老的问题 choose what we like or like what we choose 一辈子的选择永远都看不到的尽头 终究生活就是一种妥协 we compromise again & again and finally over again 这都是无法体会的悲哀 迷茫的一天世界 如果当初这样错过 那为什么现在又不愿意回头 问自己你想么 我说不想 再问自己那你还会继续这样做么 我说会 笑 人性本贱 卑贱的贱

    总觉得为了一些放弃了很多 可是却始终不明白自己又得到过什么 totally at a loss 不知所措的心潮澎湃 再不知所措的等待着一场腥风血雨 自己割伤自己的手腕再慢慢欣赏血液流露出来的华丽 what is it

    so i wannna a change 世界不这么简单因为从来都没有一如初见 佛祖拈花 迦叶一笑